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CX: It goes back to the incident with the cake in 1995 that we just talked about. After the event, I felt extremely stressed. I was responsible for creating a huge affray. Lao Li [the familiar term of address for friends and close acquaintances] was a revered personage, and prior to this we had enjoyed a good relationship. As a result, for the next year, I barely left my house, and instead shut myself away, communicating with the outside world only through written postcards, seeing almost no one. This induced a serious state of depression. I found it increasingly difficult to communicate. I developed a stutter, well it was there before—it became noticeable when I was locked up in 1989—but it wasn't really serious before. I also experienced many weird dreams.